I've been away some time but right now I'm working oon a good sized project. It's an MMORPG and a Developers non-profit group BPC Indies. Basically I'm back for a bit in between development time to post goodies and requests for some new members to our crew.

Yeah, you heard me right, I'm actually looking for people interested in developing a rather large MMORPG. If you've ever wanted to be a part of the development of a game, here's your chance! Comments or e-mails are fine for first contact or simply add me to your msn.

Peace

Mood: hmm
Listening to: Long Day - Matchbox 20
Reading: Dasein
Watching: Lost-TV Series

I just wanted to send my best wishes to all of you celebrating Thanksgiving Day!

This year I'm unfortunatly spending it alone... Here in the desert, Las Vegas...
So many other places I'd like to be right now...

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I've been tagged by the ever lovely and talented ~fragilefaith


1: Your name:
jason

2: Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. what are you touching?
comforter (in bed, lol)

3: What is the last thing you watched on TV?:
andromeda final episode

4: WITHOUT LOOKING, guess what the time is:
about 7ish?

5: Now look at the clock; what is the actual time?
7:17pm

6: With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
marcus purring, hold music

7: When did you last step outside?
about 15 minutes ago (working on my car)

8: Before you came to this website, what did you look at?
an im

9: What are you wearing?
jammies and a tee

10: Did you dream last night?
yeah, a dream about a concert in space

11: When did you last laugh?
about a minute ago

12: What is on the walls of the room you are in?
just a mirror (i'm moving REALLY soon)

13: Seen anything weird lately?
two women making out in the open trunk of a car on my way home from work

14: What do you think of this quiz?
is there a point to this question?

15: What is the last film you saw?
hmmm, don't remember, been awhile...

16: If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first?
maybe a house or a ring... hmmmm

17: Tell something about yourself that no one knows?
no one knows...so yeah, prolly a good thing too

19: Do you like to dance?
rarely, but not so much

21: Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
ooooo I get to choose a name this time? lol think i'd leave it up to the woman again

22: Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
well, my first child was a boy and zachary is his name oh!

* Birthday: january 26 1970

* Eyes: hazel (oh shush, they're not brown) lol

* Hair: dark brown

* Height: 5'10" ish

* Who lives with you? marcus (my cat) and zach for the better part of the week

* When is your bedtime? wow, really? haven't had a set bedtime, like ever... when i pass out?


HAVE YOU EVER
* Flown on a plane? yup
* Missed school because it was raining? haha, never used that excuse
* Told a guy/girl that you liked them? of course
* Put a body part on fire for amusement? woah, talk about boredom... that would be, ah no
* Been hurt emotionally? plenty
* Ever thought an animated character was hot? not latey, but yup
* Been on stage: uh huh
* Cut your hair: no, it's like 15 feet long
* Shampood: why bother huh?


FAVORITES
* Fav Color: red, purple, black
* Summer/Winter: winter
* Fave sport: none


RIGHT NOW
* Wearing: pjs and a tee, thought we covered this
* Eating: nada
* Drinking: mmm coffee
* Thinkin bout: i'm hungry NOW, thanks

IN THE LAST 24 HRS
* Cried: no
* Worn jeans: yes
* Met someone New online: no
* Done laundry: yup
* Drove a car: uh huh
* Talked on the phone: yes
* Kissed someone: yeah, emma
* Said "I love you": yes


DO YOU BELIEVE IN

* Yourself: hmmm, sounds like a trick question
* Your friends: they wouldn't be my friends if i didn't
* Santa Claus:not sure, he never writes back, lol
* Tooth Fairy: nah she stiffed me so i had to give her up
* Angels: only the earthly kind, i have proof too
* Ghosts: yes
* UFO's: yes
* God: yes

FRIENDS AND LIFE

* Do you ever wish you had another name? yes
* Do you like anyone?: totally
* Which one of your friends acts the most like you? no one i hope
* Are you close to any family members? a few
* When you cried the most: when i was about 10 and my folks were fighting
* What's the best feeling in the world: holding the one i love
* Worst Feeling:l onely? i dunno
* Do you want all your friends to do this and send it back to you: yup *pokes at dA-a-sphere*
* What time is it now? 8:08pm

FINISH EACH SENTENCE
Let's walk in the: ocean
Let's run through: this one more time
Let's look at: the stars
What a nice: day
Where did all my: marbles go
When will they: take this damn car
How are: you
Silly, little: rabbit
the sky is: so blue
Tell me: a story
Love me: as i do you
I hate your stupid: ideas?
My mom thinks you're: to hard on yourself... LOL

HAVE YOU EVER

1. Kissed your cousin:haha is this quiz from the south?
2. Ran away: yes
3. Pictured your crush naked: mmmm, yeah
6. Been in love: finally
7. Cried when someone died: yes
wheres 8 and 9??? definately from the south, i'm thinkin'
10. Done something embarrasing: took this quiz and actually posted it mayhaps?
12. Cried in school: no


WHICH IS BETTER

13. Coke or Pepsi: neither?
14. Sprite or 7UP: 7up all the way
15. Girls or Guys: girls all the way
18. Blondes or Brunettes: concidering this looks like a blonde joke quiz i gotta go with brunnettes (15, ummm 16?)
20. Tall or Short: tall
21. Pants or Shorts: pants
22. Night or Day: night

YOUR LAST...

26. Showered: last night
27. Stepped outside: short term memory, huh?
29. Romantic memory: last night
30. Your Good Luck Charm: a ring i made that i keep on my keychain

RIGHT NOW...

33. On your desk: bags of clothes
36. Movie: ummm huh?
37. Artist: *thinks* whoever came up with this quiz must be REALLY insane
38. Cars: nissan sentra
39. Ice Cream: mmmm, hard to decide

DO YOU EVER

49. Sit by the phone waiting for a phone call all night: eek no, people do that?
50. Save AIM conversations: no
51. Save E-mails: sure i have like 120 of em at the mo, hmm better get to cleaning that up soon
52. Forward secret E-mails: yeah, i crack code for the CIA, lmao
53. Wish you were someone else: only SOMEWHERE else
57. Cuddle: mmmm, not enough though
58. Go online for longer than eight hours at a time: haha, gawd i prolly have at some point

HAVE YOU EVER

59. Fallen for your best friend?: no
61. Kissed two people in the same day? yeah
63. Been rejected: yes
64. Been in love?: mmmm *cuddles*
65. Been in lust?: *pants*
66. Used someone? wow, no
67. Been used?: nah
68. Cheated on someone?: nope
70. Been kissed?: yes
71. Done something you regret?: yes

WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...

72. You touched? emma
73. You talked to?: megan
74. You hugged?: karen maybe? i forget
75. You instant messaged? megan
79. Who text messaged you?: sam
80. Who broke your heart?: barbra
81. Who told you they loved you?: emma


DO YOU...

82. Color your hair? nope
83. Have tattoos?: niet
84. Have piercings?: 1 (thats not closed up)
85. Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: yes
89. Sprechen Sie Deutsch?: just enough to know what that means hehe
90. Habla espanol? bueno
91. Quack?: haha, yeah

What time is it now?: 9:00

since i've been asked often "what's up with you lately", i figured i'd just post something...

1) i got a new lappy (that would be a laptop for those of you non-techie/geeks) for the techies... it's a toshiba satellite p25 with 3 ghz processor, 512 mb of ram, 80 gig drive, cd/dvd burner, geforce4 video with 256 mb of vram, 17 inch screen, etc.

2) missing megan and will be in san jose, ca on the 28th for halloween, hmmm gotta think about a costume (no time!?!)

3)selling and packing all my stuff

4)making plans to camp out on lake mead for the first 2 weeks in vegas

5)getting a new vegas number, a po box, and generally planning for the big move

6)last day of work, oct 21

7)working on a picture for my cousin of his grandmother

8)did i say missing megan yet?

9)getting the auto looked over on monday (i'm going to drive 3 days), and renewing my aaa membership LOL!

10)mmmm, i dunno other stuff, like last chance visits with all the friends and fam i'm leaving, money stupidness, obligations to fullfill, etc. (hmm only a week left, eek!)

so, yeah fun stuff and a whole new adventure to come! keep in touch all you crazy people in my life, i'll have you moved to vegas before you know it

and

as i watch you sleep, i understand the chaos
the hustle and bustle of everyday life comes down to this moment
and right now i'd do it for an eternity if only for this moment
i can lay here with you and watch you sleep, peacefully

and